Random, unorganized thoughts I have daily about my future husband. Feel free to read if you wish. 💑
I think about you. All day. You're there in my dreams, but I can't see your face. I can feel you and your presence, but I just can't get ahold of you. My soul is aching to meet you. 
Have I met you already? Have our paths not yet crossed? Do you think of me as much as I think of you? 
I try to picture what you look like. What color hair do you have? What quirks do you have that I will fall in love with? I can't wait to hear your laugh and see your smile. I'm excited to watch your beautiful eyes and find what secrets hide behind them. 
I pray for you to come as soon as possible. I pray for your well-being and happiness every single day.
I can't wait to marry you. I'm so eager to figure things out with you, travel with you, watch Star Wars with you (lol). To do the dumb things that most people find insignificant. I can't wait to do them with you. 
I can't wait to be devoted to you and you to me. God has you in store for me and I know you're going to be SO perfect. 
Do you enjoy cooking? How do you like your coffee? I think of these silly things day in and day out. One day we will know each other so well. All the things I've done in my life will lead me to you at some point. When will that be? I'm trying to be patient.
I can't wait to have a partner. A best friend I can fully trust my deepest thoughts, worries, and struggles with. A person I can come home to and feel at home with. A person who will take care of my heart and do anything to see me smile. A person I can binge watch dumb shows with. I know you will love all the things, good and bad about me. Thank you in advance for appreciating me.
I can't wait to meet your family. I can't wait to have holidays and birthdays to celebrate with you. I'm excited to make memories and traditions with you.
 I feel like I will know who you are by the end of this year. I hope that feeling is right. If not, I will still patiently wait for you. Anytime you want to show up, though, I'm here! 😉
-A
This song has been in my head all day:
But she said, where'd you wanna go?
How much you wanna risk?
I'm not looking for somebody
With some superhuman gifts
Some superhero
Some fairytale bliss
Just something I can turn to
Somebody I can kiss
I want something just like this